Hello everyone! I'll have a graduation themed blog entry most likely in the next couple days, but I have a short piece of fiction I wanted to share. It's nothing profound or amazing, but it was a quick write up I had to turn in to accompany my Writing Commons Final Portfolio. The idea was to base it off the concept of a haunted house in a one page story. Enjoy.
They Say the House is Haunted
They say the house is haunted, but I am not so sure. I remember growing up there as a child, remember the suddenly bleak hallways and the strange bumps in the night, but after that one evening I don't remember much else about our childhood home.
I remember looking into Jonny's room across the hall from mine. His door was always open with his Mickey Mouse nightlight and it gave me a sense of comfort to see my little brother there safe near me. He had a small alcove attached to his bedroom that you could only see if you were sitting on his bed looking to your right. It was cold and dark in that cramped corner of the room and Jonny refused to keep anything in there. He told me he wasn't allowed.
One Friday night in November of '89, I was trying to fall asleep but I could hear Jonny giggling. I threw a book at him across the hall and told him to shut up. The book bounced off of his bed and slid into the shadows of the alcove. Jonny's eyes went dark as he watched the book slide into the forbidden area. I thought he was being silly so I ignored him. Several hours later I awoke to hear Jonny speaking, though to whom I still do not know. I crept out of my bed and listened at the wall next to his opened bedroom door.
"Uh huh...uh huh...no I don't want to hurt her...no you promised you'd leave them alone...please, please no!...Okay, no okay I understand. Yeah, yeah I will..."
"Jonny?" I called out quietly.
I peered around the corner of the wall and saw Jonny sitting cross-legged on his bed, staring blankly into the darkened alcove. I knew logically he was not talking to anyone, but the sight struck me to my core. A cold breeze could be felt coming from that side of the room and it sent me running to my bed for the safety of my covers.
Little Jonny was never the same after that. A couple weeks after that night he tried to slice our mother's face with a butcher's knife and almost succeeded. He went to a juvenile center after that for much of his middle school years. I'll never forget how dark his eyes looked as he lunged toward mom with that blade, or forget how he smiled at me the night he came back home, or the night he finally made good on his promise to his alcove and sliced mom up for good.
I don't think it was the house that was haunted.
A Writer's Word Vomit.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Sunday, May 5, 2013
The Old Town Hall
Apologies, everyone, I know it's been a while since I have posted! I have a zombie noir piece I just finished that I'm rather proud of, which is darker than a lot of stuff I've posted here before (which obviously makes it more fun). It's interspersed with pictures taken from Getty Images, Flickr, and The Walking Dead Facebook page. Let me know what you think, and enjoy my final piece of fiction for my undergraduate career.
“We’ll
be fine, my sweetheart,” James whispered, “I promise, my dear, we will be."
The
Old Town Hall
James
tucked his 9mm into his back pocket as he departed from his crumbled home. He
did not know why he still bothered to shut the door, since anything that wanted
to come in would find a way eventually. Looking around quickly but cautiously,
the street seemed rather deserted except for a few stragglers far down on Lucas
Street to the right.
He walked down the deserted road,
being careful to avoid the sharp glass and random bodies of familiar faces
around him.
It
had been four months since the onset of the undead.
“Hey
Bill,” he said to his neighbor as he picked him up on the way. “Crossbow still
working?”
“Wouldn’t
leave home without it,” Bill smiled weakly before closing the door behind him.
Bill
and James had gone to the same high school some twenty years ago and were never
anything more than classmates and teammates on the local soccer team. Now they
were the only two people left within five blocks.
“I
found her,” Bill said quietly, “I found Susan. She wandered back to the house
finally last night. It’s still strange to look into the eyes of one of them as
a child, so young. She barely looked like my sweet Susan anymore.”
“Did
you…?”
Silence
hung in the air as James let his voice trail off slightly. James remembered
Susan, who was around seven when this all began. Bill had been a single dad for
quite a few years since his wife ran out on him for the postman. James’ wife,
Daphne, had helped any way she could; they had never been able to have children
of their own.
“I’m
sorry, man. I really am. I had hoped that maybe she’d never come home, for your
sake that is.” James offered.
Bill
nodded solemnly as the two headed up Jefferson Ave. toward the Old Town Hall.
James, as well as nine other people including Bill, remained in their small town
of Oak Crest. Once a week on Tuesday afternoons, the ten remaining people would
gather in the Old Town Hall, one of the few places not completely overrun with
the undead. There was no distinct leader of this small group; they were simply
too tired to argue over who was best fit to lead. Any survival instinct or
desire to fight was forced out of them many weeks ago.
James
noted how the streets felt quieter on that foggy afternoon, or maybe he had
simply gotten so used to blocking out the sounds of bones breaking and human
flesh being torn. The sound was eerily similar to macaroni and cheese being
stirred slowly in a large crock pot. Sounds like that had become so common
place they replaced the expectation of hearing birds chirp in the morning.
Spring was fast approaching and there were no robins in sight. Only the sound
of organs and intestines being strewn throughout the town were heard instead.
The two men came to the town hall
and knocked on the door four times in quick succession as was customary.
Lucille, an elderly women from about a half mile west from the Old Town Hall,
opened the door and smiled at the two as they entered. Nathan, a former Marine,
came in from around the corner to do the
inspection for bites. James and Bill disrobed without much thought and Lucille
turned around blushing slightly.
“Clear,”
said Nathan, “I think Gretchen and Peter are about to start with dividing up
the rations if you want to go along.”
James
saluted Nathan casually, almost mockingly, and they continued on. After about a
month of the initial infection, people began to realize that the infection was
spread through bite. The original thought was it was some strain of Mad Cow
disease which led to a lot of starvation cases early on. Eventually though, the
mode of transmission was discovered. Yet not before millions had been killed.
Statistics were a bit fuzzy even before the news channels cut out completely,
but the words “pandemic” and “plague” and “apocalypse” were thrown around.
As
they entered the town hall, James saw they were the last to arrive. Gretchen
and Peter, the only surviving couple, were standing at the front with the food
ready. Before all of the hysteria had his the town, Gretchen was an EMT and
Peter a former Marine. Harry, the old elementary school principle, sat along on
the far right, looking bleaker than usual. Maybe his wife had paid him a visit
last night as Susan had done to Bill. The one remaining child, Rachel, sat with
Olga, who had become a surrogate mother type to the teenage girl after her
family was killed. Insane Larry stared wide-eyed at Bill and James as they sat
in the chairs of the old senate chambers.
“When
will we finally accept who is really behind all of this?!” shouted Insane Larry
who stood suddenly as everyone was getting settled in. “We know those mutha
fucking Nazis, those damn Mexicans, and the gays are all in on it, not to
mention Obama. You know he’s an atheist Muslim? All those goddamn liberals have
been ruining this country for decades now and we know it’s their pot smoke and
music that really started this a—”
Nathan
slapped Insane Larry upside the head as he and Lucille finally came into the
room. Larry grumbled and sat, finally giving in to obedience. These outbursts
were sadly normal nowadays. Everyone sighed, shook their heads, and kept their
attention at the front of the room. They went through a list of anyone who had
died in the last week that they had known, and Susan was on the list as well as
about fifteen others. Apparently a lot of family members had been wandering
home in the last two weeks. This was causing much stress for everyone and the
creation of the new rule: kill all who enter your home on sight.
“We all know this must be done, as
we discussed last week,” Gretchen said to which her husband nodded. “We don’t
mean to be harsh, but whether it is your elderly mother or disabled aunt or
twelve week old newborn crawling back up your stoop, you need to shoot.”
The
audience cringed. Of the two of them, Gretchen was far blunter about the
realities of Oak Crest. Peter, more soft spoken, still had this hint of an edge
to him that let you know he was not to be messed with under any circumstance. James
had this odd feeling though he could not shake, one that had been building ever
since Gretchen and Peter took over rationing the food a month ago. They had
agreed, they all had, in the beginning of all of this that no one person would
lead. And this still held true. But now it began to feel like there were two
leaders in front of them at the pulpit on Tuesday afternoons.
“Now listen here,”
Olga said as she stood with her hand still on Rachel’s shoulder. “It is much
easier for you to take such a stand, Gretchen, when you still have some family
left. Just think though, think of us who still might have someone wandering
home, like a child for heaven’s sake.” Olga’s hold on Rachel tightened
noticeably.
James kept his eyes
focused frontward; he had known this debate would erupt eventually and wanted
more than anything to take his food for the week and sneak out through the back
door.
“I think we have
to remember Gretchen’s experience in the medical profession as an EMT. My wife
knows what she is talking about, as hard as it may be to hear,” Peter said.
Clearing his
throat loudly, Nathan stood next. “Have we considered though, Peter, that it’s
all more than muscle memory as Gretchen suggested last Tuesday? I mean, it’s a
logical argument, but have we even thought of the idea of these…these things
becoming sentient again?”
James felt Bill sit up straighter
in his seat next to him. He could sense him looking at him for approval, but
James betrayed that look and stared directly at Peter’s eyes. The heat in the
room was strikingly higher, radiating off of Gretchen. Her hair seemed redder
than it had moments before.
“What on God’s earth are you
talking about, Nathan?!” Gretchen squealed, “Sentient? As though they are
human? We have to remember, everyone, that these things are not human any more.
We have to believe that!”
“But that’s just
the thing,” Nathan continued, leaning forward slightly toward the front of the
room, “we don’t know anything about this disease, about any of this, we have no
proof that it isn’t like the flu and goes away in a couple weeks.”
“It’s been months
though, Nathan!” reasoned Lucille.
“Honestly, we can
want them to get better, but maybe they can’t,” offered Rachel.
“Either way, the
real concern right now should be divvying up the food,” said James.
“They aren’t
people, we can’t think like that! I had to kill my Susan, I had to!” cried Bill.
Gretchen,
red with fury, banged her gavel against the pulpit furiously. One by one each
member of the small group sat, but Gretchen continued to crack her gavel. Peter
approached her and took the gavel calmly from her hand. Gretchen was shaking
and looked to her husband for comfort. The fact that they still had each other,
regardless of what anyone would admit, made all of them envious.
Peter
spoke, “There is one man who had remained silent here, isn’t there, Henry?”
Gretchen’s
eyes widened and everyone turned in their seats to look at Henry whose face was
buried in his hands.
“He-Henry?”
Lucille said timidly.
Henry
raised his head from his hands, his face stained with tears. His chest was
raising and falling rapidly as he searched for the right words.
“I…” Henry started, “I just couldn’t
kill Zachary, Peter, he’s only a boy.”
There were audible gasps heard throughout
the small crowd and confused, accusatory whispers. All sat more rigidly in
their seats as they looked to Gretchen and Peter to see what would happen. Both
of their eyes looked dead and cold.
“You
have put us all in danger now,” Peter said in a low voice.
Taking
the gavel, he rammed it into the side of the podium in one swift movement,
causing the head of it to break from its base. Silence fell on the small Senate
chambers of Oak Crest.
“Gretchen,
lock back up the food!” Peter shouted in his wife’s direction. “You,” he spat
at Henry, “you are coming with me.”
His
old army muscles still powerful, Peter grabbed the father by the scruff of his
collared shirt and dragged him through the chambers.
“Follow
me if you ever want to see food again! And leave your weapons!” Peter yelled
while Gretchen was returning with the key to the food safe prominently held in
her hand.
Everyone
dutifully, though with evident fear, rose form their seats and followed the
couple dragging Henry through the streets. The old school principle lived about
a block from the Old Town Hall so the trip was short.
Within minutes, the
small gang stood in Henry’s front hall of his crumbling townhouse. Gretchen
grabbed Henry by his hair and demanded to know where his sixteen year old son,
Zach, was. Zachary had been a football player and a good math student before
the outbreak. James remembered his paper route when he was a younger kid and
how friendly he always was to his wife, Daphne.
Henry,
blood spilling from his mouth where Peter had punched him upon entering the
house, pointed a shaking finger toward the master bedroom which bore a strong
deadbolt. A faint growling could be heard from behind the door. Peter reached
in his back pocket and pulled out a pistol he handed to Nathan. Gretchen worked
a bobby pin on the deadbolt.
“Please,
Nate,” said Peter, his voice softer, “you know we have to do this to be safe.”
Nathan
looked at his friend and old army comrade with obvious difficulty. He held the
gun in his hands carefully, looking from the gun to the door where Gretchen had
finally jimmied the lock. He sighed, his voice shaking, and gave Henry a look
that said, “Sorry.”
Rachel buried her head in Olga’s
chest and James placed a comforting hand on Insane Larry who was mumbling and
sobbing slightly. As the door closed and Gretchen stood guard outside, Henry
stopped struggling. He knew it was over. After a few moments, a loud bang could
be heard from behind the door and Nathan yelled out of anguish at what he had just
done.
Returning
from the room with some blood on his shirt, Nathan nodded to Peter and returned
his pistol to Gretchen. Gretchen smiled to her husband, as though they had just
shared an intimate night of lovemaking and kissed him on the cheek. The sight
of it made James’ stomach turn.
“Now,”
said Gretchen, “we need to make sure nothing like this little mishap ever
happens again.”
Cocking the gun, she pushed Henry onto his knees. It took
James seconds to realize what was going to happen next, but by the time he
realized it, it was too late. Gretchen had taken the shot, right between Henry’s
eyes, and the old principle’s body slumped to the ground.
“Throw his body out back,” Gretchen said and
Peter agreed, “The stragglers will take care of the remains.”
Nathan,
the look of shock evident on his face, took a hold of Henry’s body, his eyes
hard. Within minutes, the body was gone and the remaining members of the group
stood in an icy muteness. James heard Gretchen’s voice, but it sounded miles
away. His gaze was foggy and his mind racing. He heard her say that the food
this week would be hand delivered by Lucille later today and that they would
continue next Tuesday as planned.
Back home James collapsed against his closed from door. Standing
slowly after a couple moments, he headed out to his garage and to his backyard
wear a faint mewing sound could be heard. What appeared to be a woman’s body
was chained to the back of the garage. Her tongue had been cut out to avoid detection
and her teeth filed down to avoid a bite. James sat next to Daphne, held her
close, and rocked back and forth with her as the sun set.
Monday, March 4, 2013
Only A Couple More Months
It's March. Holy fuck, it's March. I recently applied for my degree and now I'm wondering how long until I'll be ordering my cap and gown (the thought only now just popped into my head). My social and love life seem to have evened out and I'm finding enough time to hang out with good friends and my boyfriend amidst a relatively easy semester.
Right now, I have about six different PowerPoints up in various windows, cramming for a Classical Mythology midterm at 2pm. So of course instead of focusing on that, I come and write a blog post. I'm not too worried for it, since I studied a fair amount last week and have a good background in mythology to begin with. The coffee sitting to the right of me is my new best friend.
This year, this semester even, have been flying by faster than I ever thought possible. The job search has begun, though I'm thinking right out of college I may want to do something low-key like bank telling? Or an administrative assistant? Something away from managerial in the slightest. My Tropical Smoothie manager job is secured through July, but I can leave really at any point once the semester ends. And I'm only now realizing I need to start looking for a place to live for once I move out of my apartment in July.
I've put off my scholarship requirements until now, of course, because I like to make myself suffer. But I still have a good two months so going to three events should be fine. I am a bit worried though since the calender looks rather empty for the month..I'm hoping they just forgot to update. I'm working on a story for a class for which I have little investment and need to come up with another in a couple weeks.
I know my parents do this because they care, but the whole, "What are you going to do to support yourself?" thing has increased ten-fold to being a part of almost every phone conversation. I'm certain I'll be fine, really, but the panic in my dad's voice is doing little for my upcoming graduation anxiety. I graduate in eleven weeks. I'm starting to feel like the cliche senior who doesn't want to graduate and suddenly has no idea what she wants to do with her life. And that feeling increases daily.
If it wasn't for the great friends I have in my life and my loving (albeit pressuring) family and great boyfriend, I would be an emotional wreck right now. I need the support more than ever in my college career and I thank God for them every day. These weeks are going by too fast, the days are not as long as they were my freshman year, and spring is quickly approaching. All I can say is I'm thankful for my friends and for alcohol briefly keeping my mind off the impending doom of true adulthood.
Right now, I have about six different PowerPoints up in various windows, cramming for a Classical Mythology midterm at 2pm. So of course instead of focusing on that, I come and write a blog post. I'm not too worried for it, since I studied a fair amount last week and have a good background in mythology to begin with. The coffee sitting to the right of me is my new best friend.
This year, this semester even, have been flying by faster than I ever thought possible. The job search has begun, though I'm thinking right out of college I may want to do something low-key like bank telling? Or an administrative assistant? Something away from managerial in the slightest. My Tropical Smoothie manager job is secured through July, but I can leave really at any point once the semester ends. And I'm only now realizing I need to start looking for a place to live for once I move out of my apartment in July.
I've put off my scholarship requirements until now, of course, because I like to make myself suffer. But I still have a good two months so going to three events should be fine. I am a bit worried though since the calender looks rather empty for the month..I'm hoping they just forgot to update. I'm working on a story for a class for which I have little investment and need to come up with another in a couple weeks.
I know my parents do this because they care, but the whole, "What are you going to do to support yourself?" thing has increased ten-fold to being a part of almost every phone conversation. I'm certain I'll be fine, really, but the panic in my dad's voice is doing little for my upcoming graduation anxiety. I graduate in eleven weeks. I'm starting to feel like the cliche senior who doesn't want to graduate and suddenly has no idea what she wants to do with her life. And that feeling increases daily.
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| Chelsea and I |
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| Me and my best friend, Michelle |
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| Me and Luke at my birthday |
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| Mardi Gras with Ceci |
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
The Mystieks
I recently realized I've mentioned the Mystieks a couple times now on this blog, but have never posted the story. This is the trilogy I've been working out for a couple years now and plan on writing soon. The first short story I did for a class in college was the prologue to the trilogy in my sophomore year. It still is good, for my expectations, but it could use a bit of tweaking so it sounded less "young" and stripped away some needless description. Overall though, I love it's feel. Here it is, the first short story I ever wrote:
The Mystieks
The cold wind bit at my cheeks, the kind of cold that sucked
the life out of the air. The dark trees
hung low in a canopy above the main avenues, leaving behind fallen branches
scattered along the sidewalks. Heavy
gray clouds covered the early morning sun; the sun rarely showed her face in
the village and her sister, the rain cloud, took over for her most
seasons. Sometimes though, I swore I
could glimpse slivers of sunshine on the horizon beyond the barriers. The village was unbearable this time of year,
leaving the streets barren and open for my wandering. I was grateful that it left me alone to
think. Yet no matter how I analyzed the
situation, I could find no way to avoid my fate. The Council’s word was law and I, unlike many
others my age, respected the ways of our land and the traditions in place, at
least until a couple days ago.
Running my fingers through my hair,
I tried to contain the dark blonde strands that whipped around my face. The crumbling sneakers I wore moved along the
streets with a silent ease, a welcome addition to the rest of my clothing that
helped me to blend into the background.
My white button-up blouse was fading and the sweater vest that
accompanied it was dull and thin. The
dreary beige colors did little to compliment my pale complexion. I felt no fear; it simply wasn’t in my
blood. So, why now would I be
scared? My summons had been clear, which
arrived on the front stoop two days prior:
Miss Isabelle is hereby summoned to
appear before the Council of Elders to discuss the events that took place on
the seventeenth of January. The
defendant has two days to prepare his/her defense before the summons takes
legal effect. The Council has spoken.
–Elder Katherine, M.B.
Defendant? Discuss?
Why mock me by insinuating I have any rights in these matters?
“Remember
your place, Isabelle,” I said to myself.
“Keep your head low and your nose clean.”
I
rolled my eyes; well, Isabelle, your plan is working perfectly! I was to appear before the Council, alone, so
they could gather information about the day’s events, as Prescott explained
after I read my summons to him. Prescott
was the closest thing our village had to legal aid; his obsession with our
village’s history, both legal and social, proved to be a valuable asset to those
in trouble.
His
smile was long gone; I think I was the main source of his worrisome look. I disappeared for long periods of time, but
Prescott had to remember he was not my father nor was he my lover. What reason did I have to answer to him? This did not mean, however, that Prescott was
unattractive; his chestnut brown hair was neatly styled daily and his overtly
preppy attire—hence my sweater vest—was at times gag-worthy. Yet none of these things could lead distract
you from his toned abs and forearms that bulged from his shirts. But attraction? Perhaps, on a merely sexual level, but he was
twice my age (not that that would stop me) and a friend of my father’s. Prescott knew me since my father was sent
away, always making sure I had plenty to eat and a place to sleep. He and my father were close friends from
prep school and for some reason Prescott felt a certain debt to my father.
“You’re
too stubborn,” he said. “Please, for
once Isabelle, let someone help you!”
Prescott
knew me better than that; I denied help at every turn. Besides, I didn’t need the type of help he
offered: a clichéd Age of Rebellion defense.
“My
father would want me to speak the truth, Prescott,” I retorted. “I’m not going to insult the intelligence of
the Elders and claim a drug-induced rage!”
From
the ages of 17-21, teens in our village emancipated themselves from their
parents and were given free-range to use any illicit drugs and alcohol they
could get their hands on; this rite of passage was known as The Age of
Rebellion. Sex was rampant, though a
strict distribution of birth control eliminated most adverse effects of our
promiscuous ways. It was popular to mock
the Council while in the Age of Rebellion, to get high and complain about how
hard and unfair our lives were. The
preachers warned us about our self-destructive ways. After prep school, most of us didn’t bother
attending services since it was no longer required. The preachers would leave the safety of their
pulpits briefly every Sunday to shout threats of damnation at the Age of
Rebellion teens—or, as some affectionately called them, “rebels”—that walked
past their churches.
The
year was 2010; that was what little knowledge I had of the “outside
world.” Now, where exactly our village
was in relation to the rest of the world, I had no idea, but what I did know
was we were the only human life left and the rest of the planet was dangerous,
dangerous beyond our comprehension. We
had food, clothing, shelter, and supplies as needed; never did we question the
origins of our good fortune. What reason
was there to?
I
grabbed the flask from my coat pocket and took a long swig of the gin. Slumping down onto the curbside, I rubbed my
temples and tried to concentrate. Unlike
my peers, I didn’t need to shoot up to focus or get shitfaced to function, but
people had their crutch. Mine was
men.
“Of
course, the one thing I indulge in has to get me in trouble!”
I
sighed; it wasn’t his fault. Shit, what
was his name? Taking another gulp from
my flask, I tried to remember that night.
It had been a normal Friday evening for me: hanging around Studio 7,
hoping to pick someone up. I made eye
contact with what’s-his-face nursing a beer at the bar. His hand slid up my thigh and I smiled coyly;
he knew my game and was ready to play.
We
were at his flat at the edge of the village before I asked his name, basking in
the afterglow of our lovemaking. I
hadn’t bothered asking his name and I didn’t care to know; anonymity kept
things from getting too dicey. The silk
sheets were twisted and stuck to our sweaty bodies. Lying on his chest, I snatched the cigarette
out of his hand to take a drag. I loved
sex, the loss of inhibition and serenity that clouded my never resting
mind. At the end of the night though there
would be an emptiness I couldn’t shake.
I didn’t need the Age of Rebellion to show me this. My life was a never-ending cycle: eat, sleep,
sleep with someone, continue my search…
What’s-his-name
and I talked for what felt like hours.
In that after-sex moment, when the air is heavy and the world is at
peace, words flow more easily. I rolled
to my stomach and stared at him.
“What?”
he asked.
“Nothing,”
I mumbled, but he knew that wasn’t the truth.
“Don’t you ever think there has to be more to life than this? Drugs and sex?”
He
laughed, which pissed me off. Why are
people here so content?
“Listen
to me baby, it’s our Age of Rebellion.
This is what they expect us to do!
Why not live it up and enjoy freedom while it lasts?”
I
turned toward the window that overlooked the ominous fence bordering our safe,
little village. My temper was rising and
I could feel the anger boiling from within.
I was always so angry and I never knew why. I could feel this energy that I could not
control. That was another thing I hated,
not being in control.
“Freedom? You call this freedom? Don’t you ever wonder what’s on the other
side? I mean aren’t you the least bit
curious?”
“They
keep us trapped here like cattle,” he said, like a sound bite of the others our
age.
I
shook my head, hoping someone would understand.
“No, there has to be a good reason they keep us here, and I believe that
with every fiber of my being. The Council
of Elders is not a group of washed up adults controlling our every move,” I
said to what’s-his-face, the belief in my statement growing as my mind
raced.
“So,
why do you think they are keeping us here, then?” what’s-his-face asked.
“I don’t want to know why they keep us here,” I said, afraid to say what I really
felt.
I
had felt this my whole life and my father hinted at it, but to speak of such
things was to risk getting dissolved.
People in the village disappeared from time to time, either dissolved or
sent away. No one knew what happened
when a person was dissolved, but everyone knew when it occurred. The actual event was never witnessed by
citizens and only occurred after extreme disobedience or disrespect toward the
Council of Elders.
Before
the pregnancy regulations, the Age of Rebellion resulted in a surplus of
children. My mother gave birth to me
when she was only seventeen, dying during childbirth. My father took care of me, but disappeared
when I was four. I remembered very
little of his physical appearance, only recalling the tidbits of knowledge he
shared. He had committed no act of
disobedience; in fact, he is the one who instilled respect for the Elders in
me. He was sent away, but I did not know
where, and I did not know why.
When
someone was sent away, it wasn’t spoken about.
It wasn’t something to be ashamed of, but people who asked questions
drew attention. Attention wasn’t good;
it arouse suspicion.
“Oh
come on darling, you’re among friends.
What are you interested in
then?” he pried.
Friends? Right, I forgot, fucking someone once,
especially a stranger, automatically lays the foundation for a healthy
friendship! I pulled on my clothes and
walked to the window, looking past the village’s boundaries.
“I
want to know what is out there, what is so dangerous that it threatens
our existence,” I said. “I want to know
what’s on the other side of that fence.”
Laughing
again, he turned to his bedside table.
He pulled an elastic band taught around his forearm with his teeth while
his free hand rummaged through a drawer in search of a syringe.
“What,
so you’re going to jump the fence? You’d
be shot, no doubt,” he said absentmindedly, as though it was a fact of life I
must accept.
“Shot? You must be joking. You know the guards would never take such
drastic measures,” I replied.
We
spoke matter-of-factly, as though it was not odd to discuss such things
post-mind-blowing sex. For me, it wasn’t
odd; I didn’t bother to beat around the bush or worry about revealing too much
to a complete stranger. For him, well,
he was a no-good druggie; who knew what went on in his liquefied brain. I sometimes wondered if the drugs were to
keep us from nosing around, to keep us subdued and under control.
“Don’t
be ridiculous, they are not the enemy.
You need to find out who is,”
I thought.
The
boundary guards were wimps from prep school whose dads wanted them to be “real”
men. Being a guard was a joke to most
people nowadays. We accepted it would be
dangerous to test the limits outsides our village. Besides, most believed it was electrical,
eliminating the need for added protection.
The guns the guards carried were for extreme circumstances and to shoot
anyone for being attempting to escape would result in being dissolved. Such drastic measures would be a direct
violation of their oaths of maintaining peace.
What’s-his-face
wasn’t listening anymore and was more concerned with letting the high wash over
his body. Heroin, cocaine, meth, I hated
them all, hated what they did to people.
The way their eyes rolled back and the way their heads lolled from side
to side did more than frighten me. It
angered me. No one around me was
coherent long enough to listen to me, and I grew tired of talking to
myself. The adults were busy with their
own lives and assumed we in the Age of Rebellion were having plenty of fun on our
own.
I
was sick of it, sick of it all. Sick of
the mindless, anonymous sex, sick of the drugs flooding the veins of my
peers. Sick of the lonely, cold nights
searching for answers in libraries, office buildings, and factory files for an
answer. Yet to find the answer, I needed
to know the question I was posing, and that I did not yet know. I didn’t even know what I was trying to
find! Maybe I was in search of an epiphany
of total clarity, a spiritual revelation to re-evaluate my path in life, or a
conspiracy theory buried deep in the foundations of our government. Something was off with not only this village,
but also me. I wasn’t normal; I could
sense it. I did not cry, hug, or get
overly excited. Instead I was cold,
shut-down when made angry to keep whatever was growing within me at bay. Something was wrong and maybe my chance at an
answer meant taking risks, more of a risk than I’d dared ever take.
“This
is crazy, you’re being crazy!” I
thought. “Just stop and be rational for
a second, if you don’t, you could jeopardize the entire search!”
Ignoring
my subconscious and leaving what’s-his-face in his distorted state, I made my
way to the fence, the one thing between me and my answer, the answer I had
searched for fifteen years. The boundaries
were quiet most nights; anyone with half a brain was smart enough to stay away
from the fences. People in the village
were afraid of the unknown, afraid of what could be. Carefully, I tested the fence with my
fingertips, expecting an electric current to throb through my body. Nothing.
I looked around; the coast was clear.
“Come
on, Isabelle, don’t be afraid. You can
do this, you know you can,” I whispered.
What
did I expect to find on the other side?
Some giant monstrous creature?
Another village? I didn’t know
and for some reason, I didn’t care. The
only thing on my mind was jumping the fence before me. I wrapped my fingers around the wired
barrier, braced one leg on the ground and the other on the fence, ready to
move.
The
next thing I knew, I heard a guard shuffling his heavy feet toward me, huffing
and puffing along the way.
“Hey! Hey, you there miss, what do you think you’re
doing?! You don’t want to go out there,
it’s for your own protection!” the guard yelled as he approached.
I rolled my eyes, did he really think saying
that would stop me? He had to let me go;
I knew the rules: once the citizen is on the fence, they are free to test the
limits outside, but can never return after he or she’s passed over to the other
side.
“Listen,
sir, stay out of it, go back to your post, and just let me jump this fence.” I
said to the guard, not even bothering to turn my face.
This
one had to be a new guard; his voice raised an octave as he continued to plead
with me and I could hear his keys jiggling as he trembled. Oh no, this was bad, very bad. New guards, especially scared ones, were
potentially dangerous. I heard rumors
that some snapped from the stress and tried to shoot anyone who approached the
boundaries. Very few though had to be
this unstable and very few were as irrational as me to attempt this. I heard him load his gun, cock it, and pull
the trigger…shit. Bracing myself for
impact, I held still waiting for the inevitable pain. But wait, where was it?
My
head turned slightly and I found I was centimeters away from the bullet,
suspended in midair. An icy calm
overcame me that coated my body from head to toe. Looking up, a saw a dome of light, like
looking into a flashlight, surrounding me in a bubble. The bullet hung there as I stared in
fascination, noticing that the guard was moving in slow-motion, meaning time
had either stopped or I was moving faster than time. No, no that cannot be.
Staring
the bullet down, it fell to the ground, and soon after another came hurling
toward me. One by one the bullets flew
at me and my ball of light. My body was
moving on its own, my arms flailing around painting intricate patterns in the
sky. The movements drained me of my
energy and I watched as my skin grew hot and white. Stumbling, I lost hold of my light, my body
crashing with it in a cloud of fury.
I awoke three days later, at
Prescott’s place, with no memory of the days I lost. Prescott barged into the bedroom early that
morning.
“You
showed up here this morning, covered in dirt, muttering something about a ball
of light,” he said as he handed me the legal document he found on his
doorstep.
He
battered me with questions, assuming I got high and attacked someone or
destroyed government property. I
couldn’t tell Prescott what happened. I
didn’t know what happened.
There was no use worrying now; I had
to go to the Council and state my case, beg for mercy even.
The
Council’s Quarters lay at the north end of the village high upon a hill. When I entered the premises, two guards
escorted me to the chambers. White
marble covered every surface and the drapery accenting the Quarters was deep
red. My shoes clogged noisily on the
floor of the hallow chambers. The guards
bowed and exited, pulling the great oak doors shut behind them. I walked to the center of the room, trying
not to let the seven sets of eyes send me shaking into the ground. The Elders sat perched high above me in a semicircle. A sighting of the Elders was rare; I had only
seen them in photographs. Yet here I
was, before the seven most powerful people in the village: Elder’s Karl, Frank,
Rebecca, Jacob, Katherine, and Greg. A
few stood out from my studies, most notably Elder Katherine M.B. and Elder Karl
F.F. Their title’s origins were ambiguous
in the village, further shrouding the Council in mystery.
“Forgive
me Elders, for I have forgotten my manners.
My name is Miss Isabelle, daughter of Mr. Dayton and Mrs. Cynthia. I have come as a response to my summons,” I
said, bowing before the Council while desperately trying to recall the
formalities I learned in prep school.
Elder
Katherine signaled me to rise. Unlike
the others, her hair was not gray; in fact, Elder Katherine did not look a day
over thirty. She was indeed the youngest
of the Elders, yet seemed to hold a remarkably high position of power for
someone so young. Her eyes told me she
must also be the kindest of them; they were a piercing blue and moment I
entered the chambers, I felt her eyes understand. They were so mesmerizing that I tried to keep
eye contact, but I could feel my arms shaking at my sides and lowered my head
bashfully. I had never been nervous in
my life. Then again, never had I somehow
cheated death, lost three days worth of memory, and been summoned before the
Council.
“You
may relax, young Isabelle. You are not
to be dissolved. You are the daughter of
Mr. Dayton and do not need to worry yourself with these frivolous formalities. Please, we must speak freely,” Elder
Katherine said.
I
let out the breath I was holding in since I last spoke, thankful I was to be
spared. Elder Katherine was not finished
with me though and continued to gaze down on me as though she could see into my
mind, her eyes darting back and forth across my face in rapid succession.
“You
are special, Miss Isabelle, are you not?
Well, of course you are, but you already knew that about yourself,
didn’t you?” she stated.
I
knew it was a rhetorical question, but I couldn’t shake the feeling she knew
the answer to every question she asked of me.
“We
both know, I mean, we all know what
happened on the 17th of January, hm?
Well, I happen to know you are experiencing a great deal of confusion on
this issue, Miss Isabelle. Why don’t you
tell me what you think happened by the barriers?”
What
on earth made her think I knew what happened ?
“Something
came over me I guess and this…this light covered me and the guard’s bullets
couldn’t penetrate it. It was like a
kind of shield of light that I was making…,” I said, letting my voice trail
away when I felt the red begin to cover my cheeks.
I
sounded silly, I mean, what did I think I created? A shield?
A ball of light? This wasn’t
child’s play we were dealing with; this was my life! I was making a fool of myself and they were
encouraging me. I wanted to disappear
for real, to crawl in a hole far away and pretend none of this ever
happened. I should have kept my mouth
shut, fucked what’s-his-face, left him alone with his heroin, ignored my stupid
subconscious, and been done with it all!
I could feel Elder Katherine’s eyes bore into me.
“Miss
Isabelle? You are special,” she smiled knowingly.
“And I can assure you this is far from child’s play,” Elder Katherine
said.
Wait
a minute, child’s play? I hadn’t said
that out loud, had I? How did she know
what I was thinking? Was she reading my
mind or something? I backed away
slightly, my heart racing.
Elder
Katherine smiled at me again, “Yes, Miss Isabelle, yes I am. It is alright, there is no need to be
frightened.”
I
gulped audibly, clasping my quivering hands together behind my back.
“Don’t
be afraid, I’m a Mind Bender, one of two kinds of our special forces,” Elder
Katherine explained. “And you, my dear
Isabelle, are a Force Fielder like your father before you. I must say though, we have never seen power
of your kind in our history.”
M.B.? Mind Bender?
Of course, it all made sense now…damn, who was I fooling? None of this made any sense. I must have finally snapped or succumbed to
crack and was having a bad trip. Oh
shit, or was I dead? Did I die out by
the barriers a week ago? This was
impossible, completely insane.
“Never
discount the impossible, for the truth lies in improbability.”
I
heard those words ring clearly in my head, my father uttering them to me after
I cried when my classmates told me fairies were not real. Beyond my lingering fear though, a part of me
wanted to soak up her words, accept them and make them mine. Somewhere deep down, I knew this was my
answer. I didn’t care how far-fetched it
was or how shocking it must seem, this had to be my truth. Finally, after all these years of searching,
I could find out the reason for my father’s disappearance.
“Is
that why my father was sent away?” I asked.
The
Council looked among themselves, ignoring my question. Elder Karl, the great Elder Karl, known for
his brutish ways and blunt attitude, stood suddenly and spoke with
conviction.
“Enough
skirting around the issue at hand, Katherine!
This girl is bright, are you not?”
Was
he talking to me? I nodded
obediently.
“There,”
he said. “No need to sugar-coat the
truth from this young Force Fielder.”
Elder Karl looked at me, stroking his chin in thought.
“Miss
Isabelle, there will be plenty of time for us to play Twenty Questions. In the mean time, we have work to do. You will accompany me upstairs. I will introduce you to your classmates and
then show you to your chambers. In the
morning, we will begin your training,” he said.
Snapping
his fingers, he beckoned the guards by the glass elevator.
“Wait,
training?!” I shouted at Elder Karl as he came down to the main floor.
Instantly,
I covered my mouth with my hands; I could not believe I spoke so freely to an
Elder! Elder Karl looked tired. He rolled his eyes as though this type of
disobedience was ordinary. Perhaps the
students here did not share my level of respect.
“We,
as I said, have never seen someone with your level of talent before, Miss
Isabelle. I do not know if you can grasp
this concept, but in the field last Friday night, you stopped thirteen bullets
without any prior training. Do you
realize just how powerful you are?” Elder Karl spat at me.
“Karl,
you’re frightening the poor girl! This
is a lot of information to absorb. We
must give her some time,” Elder Katherine pleaded.
Elder
Karl ignored her, “You, my child, are destined for greatness! In the past, the highest number of bullets a
Force Fielder stopped without recharging was six.”
Recharging? What, was I a robot or something?
“You surpassed that two-fold with no
prior instruction,” Elder Karl continued.
“Who knows what other unknown abilities lay within this magical body of
yours!” Elder Karl said, gripping my shoulders.
I
walked with Elder Karl across the marble floor toward the glass elevator. Questions, so many questions swam in my
head. I felt dizzy and was on the verge
of passing out from excitement and terror.
Never again would I see Prescott, or my peers, or find out who
what’s-his-name’s really was. This
chapter of my life was over now, and a new one must begin. I knew that once you were sent away, you were
gone forever. Now, where exactly that might be I had no clue. Any chance I had at finding out was on the
floors above. The Council of Elders was
now standing, nodding in approval, except for Elder Katherine who still looked
concerned it was all happening too fast.
I looked to Elder Karl, whose stern grasp of my shoulders comforted me
and reminded me of something I couldn’t place.
As we stopped short of the elevator, I understood what it was
reminiscent of: my father.
I had to be strong, no matter what was at the
end of this elevator ride. My father was
out there somewhere, maybe beyond the barriers I foolishly tried to scale. Elder Karl nodded to the guard who led us
into the elevator. He looked to me, his
eyes smiling for what I guessed was the first time in a long while.
“Welcome
to our village’s secret army, and I can assure you the Force Fielders and Mind
Benders welcome you too,” Elder Karl said.
The
elevator doors closed, taking me to my new place in life, to my answer.
“Miss
Isabelle, welcome to the Mystieks.”
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